Who’s The One?

Hi, I am Scarlet Xyviel David but they call me Violet. Siguro maraming nagtataka kung bakit Violet basta isang araw tinawag nalang nila ako sa pangalan na yan. I am 21 yrs. Old not that pretty pero may ilalaban. I,m here to tell you a story. A story that I can’t forget because it my own love story. Enjoy reading.

I was 14 back then, first year high school. I’m just a simple girl hindi katalinuhan kumbaga sakto lang. Tulad ng isang normal na estudyante may pangarap at syempre nagkakaroon ng crush pero panandaliang paghanga lang. My first year in high school was ok wala namang naging problema  masaya nga eh. Now I’m in my second year tulad ng dati peaceful, walang problema, until one day I met this guy mabait, may itsura, at may sense of humor. He became a campus crush his name was Alexander Ferrer. Maraming babae ang nagkagusto sa kanya and I’m one of them. We’re on the same class lagi ko syang sinusulyapan at mas matagal na nakakasalamuha ko sya mas lumalalim din ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya pero alam kung hanggang sulyap nalang ako. Dumistansya ako sa kanya dahil alam kung wala akong pag-asa at takot akong sumugal at masaktan. Maraming babaeng mas maganda at mas matalino sa akin na umaaligid sa kanya kaya nag-give up na ako. Lumipas ang panahon at ang akala ko mawawala na ang nararamdaman ko sa kanya but I was wrong dahil mas lumalim pa ito. Unto the end of the year, I admire him secretly.

On my third year in high school he’s showing care and interest in me. Because of that I think that he likes me too. It was September when I take the risk. Nagkaroon ako ng tapang at lakas ng loob and I confess my feeling to him but it was a wrong move because he rejected me and tells that he already has a girlfriend. Grabeng kahihiyan ang aking naramdaman. Labis akong nasaktan dahil doon at umiyak ng umiyak ng magdamag ang aking ginawa. Simula noon naging matamlay at malunkutin ako. My bestfriend confronted me and ask me if what happened to me because of the sudden change in my actions but I always tell her that it was nothing and I’m ok. Napabayaan ko ang pag-aaral ko at bumaba ang grades ko so my parents decided to transfer me to another school on the middle of the year. Ayos naman yon para sa akin so I agreed immediately.

Naging  maayos naman ang buhay ko sa linipatan kong school. Time goes by and I already moved on. Hindi ko alam kung paano pero isang araw nawala na ang sakit at bumalik na sa dati ang buhay ko. I graduated from high school and I was ready for college. My high school life was good and gives me many memories that I won’t forget.

I was already in college and I choose engineering as my course. Nag-aaral ako sa FSU masaya kahit bago ako ditto. Unang araw ng pasukan so as usual pagpapakilala ang una naming ginawa. Unang nagpakilala ang mga babae mabilis natapos dahil kakaunti lamang ang babae sa amin. Sumunod ang mga lalaki and a guy got my attention because he was sleeping and when its his turn to speak my heart beats faster and I don’t know why. He got a well-built body and you can see on his face that his kind and simple that makes him attractive. After him the next guy gives shiver to me even I can’t see his face I know him well but I feel nervous when I confirm it he was the guy that rejected me Alexander Ferrer.

Lunch time na at nasa isa akong restaurant malapit sa school at kung minamalas ka nga naman nakita ko na naroon din si Alexsander. Nandun din ung isang lalaki na nakatulog kanina sa room as long as I remember his name was Matias Montefalco. He go near me and because there’s an extra seat in front of me he ask if he can seat there at pumayag naman ako. Hindi ko alam pero biglang bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko kapag malapit sya an lakas ng appeal nya. Hindi ako nakakain ng maayos pero natapos naman akong kumain. Nung una wala kaming kibuan pero nung tumagal nagkuwentuhan na kami at doon o sya nakilala ng maayos ang bait nya at gentleman but while we are talking there is this unusual feeling like someone was staring at me and when I look around I caught Alexander while staring at me. Iniwas nya kaagad ang kanyang paningin ng makita nyang nakita ko sya, but I see in his eyes that he likes to tell me something but I ignored it. Time has passed so fast and my first year in colloge ended with different kind of memories. Also, I got new friends.

On the summer Matias and I were always going to the mall and having a bonding. Until one time I realized something. I realized that I’m in loved with him. Isang araw pumunta ako sa mall mag-isa dahil sa busy daw si Matias. Habang naglalakad ay may nabangga akong isang lalaki and I was surprised when I noticed who was it, si Alexander. Pinaglalaruan talaga ako ng tadhana dahil sa lahat ng taong pwede kong makabangga ay sya pa. I apologized to him. Aalis na sana ako ng bigla nya akong tawagin at sinabi nyang gusto nya akong kausapin. Pumayag naman ako dahil ayaw kong maging bastos ang pakikitungo ko sa  kanya. We go to a restaurant and I’m feeling nervous. Humingi sya ng tawad sa akin dahil daw sa mga ginawa nyang kasalanan sa akin. Pero may sinabi sya na hindi mawala sa aking isipan yoon ay nang sabihin niyang mahal nya ako. I was so shocked because of his sudden confession to me. Nag-umpisa daw ang nararandaman nya simula ng nagtransfer ako ng school. Simula ng pag-alis ko ay lagi na daw nya akong hinahanap hanap. Sinubukan nya akong hanapin ngunit nabigo sya hanggang sa Makita nya ako sa University. He left me shocked and speechless and it makes me realized something that my feeling for him stays. Mayroon pa rin syang puwang sa puso ko. naguguluhan ako sa nararamdaman ko para kina Matias at Alexander. Dahil doon natapos ang summer ko na gulong gulo ang isip ko.

Pasukan na namn at gulong gulo pa din ang isipan at feelings ko. I did not let anyone to know about it. I act like there is nothing happened. I make my self-busy with my studies and live normally. The time passes by so fast, it’s already the month of December, and we’ll be having a Christmas ball. I expected na magiging masaya ang gabing iyon but what happened was exactly its opposite. Ang gabing iyon ay naging sobrang komplikado dahil kasabay ng gabing iyon ay parehas silang dalawa na nagtapat ng kanilang pag-ibig sa akin sa harap nga nappakaraming tao. That night made my life complicated and confused.

Simula ng mangyari ang pangyayaring iyon ay nagumpisa silang manligaw sa akin. Walang gustong magpatalo sa kanilang dalawa at hindi ko kayang maging masaya dahil alam kong kapag pumili ako ng isa sa kanila ay alam kong may masasaktan akong isa.. I let them court me wala akong tinanggihan dahil ayaw ko maging bias. It takes a year for them on courting me because I’m afraid to choose. By time passes by it helps me to know them more and it helps me choose the right one. I choose the one that I really loved. While time pass my feelings also became clearer and when I made my decision I know that I choose the right person. Sinagot ko sya bago kami magtapos ng kolehiyo.

Ngayon masaya kaming nagsasama. Para sa taong hindi ko napili sana mahanap mo na rin ang tamang tao para sayo. At last I made a right decision in my life. I am deeply in loved with him. We are inloved with each other like there’s nothing can’t separate us. We live happily and that’s the end of my story.